from punching threw walls I’m done with today all I can do is fall. I’ve fucked up everything to the end of time and back. I tried to show you I tried to prove that this was the best move. I failed again I’m sorry I love you and that will never end. Your amazing and beautiful inside and out I want to note you have really cute nose. You make me smile when I’m sad you make me believe that I can. Thank you for putting up with my shit fits. Please don’t leave again.

All because I sat with him because I was his ride and we were cheering for big country now you won’t talk to me. Yeah so much for us fixing it and working it out. I can say I tried and I fought but once again you’ve left. So much for being meant to be. I’m so ready to leave I hate being home because I always fuck up now I’ll hate school because I fucked up things with you again. But I didn’t mean to I tried I did I want you and this more then anything. I failed again and now I really quit at everything. I give up I will never amount to anything.

found a lump on my breast I’m scared for my life. I’m freaking out this sucks.

she is back and I’m happier then ever. She makes me laugh and smile no matter what. She is adorable and sweet. I hope this time we can make things work I hope this time is different. It feels like it’s going to, we’ve both changed for the better and have grown up since last time. She is just amazing and always a lot of fun. I want to marry this girl so I can have her for the rest of my life. She will have my babies and we will be a cute ltitle family. We will have the future we always talked about. Not once have I stopped thinking about her not once have I stopped loving her that’s how I know it’s meant to be. I’m a little afraid of loosing her again but you never know unles you try and as she knows I will try my hardest and I won’t give up until she does. She is the love of my life my world my everything I feel complete again…finally. She has came back to me. I love this girl with all my heart

You and our relationship. Today was the happiest I’ve been in a while. I actually smiled laughed and had fun. I wanna thank you for caring when no one else did. I still love you and that will never change. I’ve tried to forget about you and us but with all the dreams I have about you and how often I see you there is no chance. I still remember why I fell for you and those reasons are still there. Your the one for me and I can’t fight it anymore. Please come back to me soon?

I feel like dying I just want to quit trying. Nothing is worth it and my depression is destroying me. I’m over living this life full of fuck ups and worthlessness. I’m sick of sucking at everything I’m tired of being nothing but a failure. Today I realized that I won’t change and I will never be good enough. Today I’m done finally done trying.

To beat the fuck out of you because you think you can act childish and play games. No bitch were in HIGH school act like your 16! I hate you and you will feel it in each punch! Don’t let me catch you outside of school or I swear to god imma be punching your face in!